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There's anger in my heart Am I becoming, Something I don't want to be? Like the poison air we breathe There's fire in my eyes And red paint on the walls I don't want to be a demon There's anger in my veins And I only wish To break and to destroy all things Make it so no sunlight sings There's glass down on the floor And a growl on my tongue I don't want to be a demon There's anger in my mind A scream on the air That freezes the voice of the wind Like the darkest of all sins There's boiling in my blood While it's on my hands as well I DON'T WANT TO BE A DEMON

Echoes Alone in my room I hear whispers of my own fears, These echoes of my past that bring me to tears. A knife, I hold in my hand can make these leave me, Is it so much to ask to just forget I know the sharp edge. The walls were white but now grow red, As I see all my fears and anxieties are fed. I just want to fall away into the abyss tonight, Just let me go, and hold myself upright. I grow only older as the days pass by, Thinking back hurts and joy leaves as time flies. Yet, your memory stays with me until my end has come, Yet until this pain fades, I can’t stand living. I hear your voice again, only in echoes, I see yo

My  feet touch the ground, but I can't feel them, I can't tell if this is real or fake, I can't tell if I'm lying or telling the truth, Is this a dream, Is this my imagination? You left by yourself, You left without me. I miss you, I miss you to much,,, I don't think it's reality, there's no way you left. Do you remember, remember the promise we made? You told me you'd never let go, You'd alyways be by me, and  stay in my heart forever? Maybe... Maybe you are dreaming? Maybe you are imagining? Maybe... Maybe you're lying.

Will There Be a Day? Will there ever be a day, when the earth's sky will be covered with gold? On that day maybe the people will finally admit, it is all beautiful. Will there ever be a day, when people will be able to be themselves without oppression? On that day maybe people will finally be able understand love. Will there ever be a day, when the broken people can look into the ocean? On that day maybe people can watch their problems flow away. Will there ever be a day, when hope isn't just a common lie? On that day maybe people can finally have something to smile about. Will there ever be a day, when we can see those we loved? On

I have been remembered probably when he was not around and some words have been written, their meaning quite profound. But they're written without knowledge of how's or where's or why's and you lack this knowledge because you won't listen to my cries. I don't care anymore 'cause you stopped my beating heart. I don't talk anymore 'cause my love was pointless from the start. I respond so you know, too avoid a future fight, if you write about me again please make sure you're right.

Looking at you easily through a window, I saw you faking again Hearts were racing faster than the persistant screaming Is it her that keeps us from being? Signs of us keep showing up through moments on the screen Lies are all I can think of to keep us from bleeding You know she's watching And if you feel like dieing now, In the end you'll scream for the past with each gash spliting And with each cut, Slice a little deeper One for both of us, So we can see how much you can take Is the addiction to much? To many spinning rooms for you? Are you seeing now that I'm a whole lot of everything put into one? And when I thouch you, Your sti

“I must tell you, I do not have a heart…” Were the words I said as we stared to part “I locked it up deep inside me..” “So deep inside that no one can see” As I said these words he looked shocked And told him I was serious, as I walked “So don’t even attempt to make me love you” “Even if your devotion for me is true…” As I turned to leave the foolish young chap He yelled words to me that made me snap I turned back to the young man with fire in my eyes “I told you, I do not love! It would be so unwise.” And he replied in a gloomy manner of voice “I gu